You'd think I'd learn and give up...

Well the title says most of it..... why can't I just get over it and move on. Or why can't he just figure out his life and what he wants! I am really this stupid to allow myself to be continually hurt by someone who either doesn't care or know that he hurting me like he is.
Life is crazy because while I am here so stressed about this stupid guy who can't make me happy or who is using me and playing me like an yo yo!!!  I have a few guys I am beginning to like or think is liking me. Guys who would probably would treat me a million times better then this guy who isn't even close to the cutest of any of the guys that are in the boat of guys coming in of late. Why I can't I just give these guys a change? Oh because I (maybe) am too fixed on Mr. Wrong to notice Mr. Right.
I want to tell the boy exactly wants on my mind, tell him that I will make it easy for you to make a decision I will make it for you I am done I don't want to try to again. Tell him I deserve a Guy who wants to be with me without hesitation without weighting the choices doesn't evaluate his standings with other girls do decide whether or not we date or hang out. Someone who replies to texts not just picks and chooses which he wants and doesn't enjoys seeing me every time he does. Who's not bipolar when I see him. I deserve to be treated just for what I am a daughter of Heavenly Father with amazing gifts and talents and abilities and I should never have to worry where I stand with him.